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Fasting : Day 5

And there are few stars twinkling hard on this very dark night
I spotted one that tried harder to shine than the others
It stood out and caught my attention

I adore thou who shines
Brightly So brightly

I adore thou who loves
Wholeheartedly and fervently

I….
I am getting some sleep now

Goodnight, bright star

Fasting : Day 4

I broke it and that explains the strike-out line. Will have to set a clear parameter.

Talk about disciplining the flesh.

I miss spending times in bookstore. Anyway, anyone has any book by Lester Sumrall?

Haiku:

(you)
you little sweetie
turning my world upside down
risk with diabetes
(end)

Don’t ask.

Fasting : Day 3

It was past 2 am in the morning when I slept.

It rained hard enough this morning to remind myself that I’ll have to press on. Despite falling asleep for a few minutes during Physics.

Regretted that I forgot to smell the rain.

The rain stopped after an hour. And the sky was azure blue. Clear. Now, don’t tell me you hate rains when they actually gives a clear blue sky.

Have been listening to indie songs. I would have put myself into a contemplative mood if it rains out there.

And reminding myself to breathe.

I’m quite drained out today that I do not know how exactly am I feeling. My brain can’t interpret my heart. But oh, is that even necessary?

And i think I’ll want to be alone
So please understand if I don’t answer the phone
I’ll just sit and stare at my deep blue walls
Until I can see nothing at all
Only particles some fast some slow
All my eyes can see is all I know
Azure Ray’s November

Fasting : Day 2

A lil’ nauseous, and a little down.
Perhaps I shouldn’t know what I know.
I should care less about what I’m caring too much now.

I shall believe God a little more and worry a little less.
A little more prayers.

And really, think lesser.

Females always have this problem of thinking too much!

Fasting : Day 1

Honestly, I’m giving out all my candies.

Honestly, my nap this afternoon was a little too long.

Honestly, I’m not lazy to blog. But honestly, I AM BUSY!

Roar.

Honestly, my stomach.. ahh.. nevermind.

5:47am
不想起床 心情很爛

6:20am
往學校的路上 收音機播了我最近愛上的一首歌 我今天的一個笑容

10:25am
物理課 受不了 睡著了 剛開始進入夢鄉 又被叫醒了

1:51pm
洗澡時 看見 自己為自己留下的 疤痕
傷口 痊癒了 不痛了
卻不明白 為什麼 心 還會隱隱作痛

2:20pm
艷陽高照 我的心 有點痛 有點痛
設定了鬧鐘 決定 三點四十五分 起床
期望 你 在我的夢中 安慰 我

5:32pm
睡遲了 但 還是覺得睏
夢里 你出現了 卻離我 有點遙遠

6:20pm
在車里 往補習中心 奔馳在路上
天空還有點微亮 一排排的路燈卻還是尷尬的 照著

6:47pm
找到了位子 坐下 感覺還是有的空虛
隔壁排穿黃色衣服的女生 和我一樣 孤獨一人 坐著
把手機設定成 靜音模式 和外界隔離

6:55pm
收到一封簡訊 對著手機笑了笑

7:36pm
吃了兩粒糖 甜甜的 涼涼的 其實不是很好吃

8:07pm
開始傳起簡訊來 謝謝妳 J

10:09pm
洗了個熱水澡 泡了杯咖啡 苦苦的 澀澀的

11:03pm
心情恢復了 微笑

PS : Sorry if you do not read Chinese.
PPS: Fasting : Day 0

Spiritual matter.

Lessons learned from God during quiet time:
1. Ignore the past and look forward to what’s gonna happen in the future.
2. Physical interaction is nothing compared to what’s inside one’s heart.

God speaks a lot.

It’s Monday again……..

Highest praise : losing my voice

I praised like never before. Like never before.

The day started off way much better compared to the past two days. Probably it was due to the sleep-until-i-want-to-make-up gesture in the morning.

Am surprised with my own performance tonight.

It’s a great thing to realize you still have the ability to surprise yourself. Makes you wonder what else you can do that you’ve forgotten about.
Lester Burnham, American Beauty

Plus I saw a picture of someone who posed with dog poo. Who on earth with the right mind would do that? Even the smile on the face was BRIGHT. *shudders*

And I wonder why haven’t it been raining?!

PS: I’m addicted to writing Haiku!