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Am just done with biting an apple. Did I tell you apple is my favourite fruit?

Got up nine in the morning and break the fast with parents together somewhere near 3rd Mile. Later on headed for some shoppings and payed a visit to a bookstore. SPM is too near for me to get any book.

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Look, that’s the star that I’ve been mentioning to you all along.

It’s here tonight.

I sometimes wish people would switch off their lights so I can watch the stars better. But not everyone fancies those rocks, anyway.

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I just sneezed. Did you miss me? (smiles)

I woke up at 3:40am to watch the rain. It was real heavy and therapeutic.

I’m rather glad that we actually held the National Day assembly in respective classrooms this morning. We listened ignored the messages from principal and listened to the performances. One of the guys who sang did it out of tune. Way too amusing for a rainy Thursday morning.

And those childish flags we all held. I thought we asked for the ones with chocolates? Hrmm. The National Day celebration never quite excites me.

A free Friday would mean breakfast with parents, shoppings with parents and catch up as much sleep as possible.

Forget about the sleeping part, I need to start to do some revisions. The pang of guilt hits me like anything.

Oh, I can almost smell Saturday!

Right, am still reading Nicholas Sparks after the longest time. I like the way things are going: quiet, moving, beautiful. But one never does know how these stories end.

Am not answering the phone that’s vibrating right next to me now. It shows of an unfamiliar number and I’m not interested to know who it is from. At all.

National Day celebration in school early tomorrow morning. Are all encouraged to wear the traditional costumes, but nobody bothers to. The lessons will be resumed after 10am.

Relating Augustus Caesar to Jesus Christ. I never really quite liked histories but I guess I can do with this. The previous history teacher of mine was impressed when he heard of the marks I scored for history paper this term. Hrmmm.

A friend just called up to do some aimless talks. The call alone is enough to brighten up the night. Come to think of it, I wonder if the moon is there tonight.

Off to join the prayer meeting in the other side of the city, in my own room!

I had been typing and backspacing for so many times. I can’t find the right word to use to start. Maybe I can do with numbers.

The skies this morning were in a mixture of orange and pink and maybe white. I couldn’t quite recognize the colours, but they were pretty.

I constantly amaze myself with my responses toward various incidents. I chose to love and learn from everything that doesn’t happen as I wished. And that makes all the difference.

What’s there to be unhappy about, anyway? God’s never stop speaking.

I’ve been stumbling across so many materials themed with Love since last week. The gamut of God’s emotions. <3!

I wonder if God will pour a pink rain if I ask for it long enough.

Owww, I have to complete the rest of my undone Biology questions.

Can I say my day started at 1am?

School started and paces are faster now.

Caught up with as much chats as possible. Have to do one week’s conversations in a day!

Tuition was restless. The tutor had to plead us to make constructive interference. But to no avail. The noises just wouldn’t cease.

It was pouring heavily and the sky is cleared. The moon is SO bright that I wished I have someone to walk under it together with. It is beautiful.

I ought to concentrate on eating my dinner.

Ciaos.

Severely sleep deprived. Woke up before six to reply some SMSes and smiled myself silly before decided that it was better to go back to sleep. Finally woke up around ten in a bad condition- puffed eyes, gastric and even more pimples. But then the one unread message sent at nine am brought back the silly grin.

Laughed too much for the afternoon. Broken speakers, hidden shoes, mindless jokes, a childish game, and pointless pictures. Thank you people.

Embarking on another journey of (endless) revisions soon. Will have to remind mum to stock up some coffees for the coming midnights. I love midnight revisions. Truthfully.

KFC for dinner is fatally sinful. BAAAA.

Saturday comes and go. I love the way I always end my Saturdays feeling overwhelmed and warm - despite the rain that decided to pour tonight.

I actually took the chance to walk and jump under the tiny raindrops. ^^

Brother and I decided to drive all the way to the airport and grabbed 2 frappuccinos from Starbucks before dinner. Mum gawked at the prices of them.

Been listening to Robbie Seay Band the whole afternoon. I love the way the vocalist sings. I don’t know his name though. I would buy the album, provided that it’s available in Kuching.

Some little talks on boy-girl-relationship today reminds me of what God has been reminding me all the time. All the time. I thank God for being so patient and passionate about my problems. I’ve learned to submit and to depend and to focus. I’m glad I do.

1 John 4:8 Whoever does not love does not know God, because God is love.

A very unproductive Friday. Trying to decipher the ideas of Pharisees, Zealots and Essenes. And how King Caesar and Herod were misleading the crowd.

Grey Friday without any sign of condensation of atmospheric water vapour.

I suspect I have some Biology and Chemistry homeworks to be done before the week ends. Plus another trial exam is coming up in 16 days, and I am unprepared to say the least.

I miss the smell of MBKS Auditorium. Not the seminars though. I miss the cozy seats and the echoes. I reckon this is a love-hate relationship with early morning seminars.

And that is too many for the night: a huge box of peppermint ice-cream.