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No one should ever ask themselves that: Why am I unhappy? The question carries within it the virus that will destroy everything. If we ask that question, it means we want to find out what makes us happy. If what makes us happy is different from what we have now, then we must either change once and for all or stay as we are, feeling even more unhappy.

Wishful hope or hopeful wish. Wishing and hoping are contradicting each other.

I’m repeating a piece of sermon. New revelations, please.

I’m back to this frenzy craze of Word Power again. Words of God are sharper than double-edged sword! They are the light that come forth from our mouths whenever we start proclaiming.

A presentation to do tomorrow. Shall take a mind rest now.

Have you ever found yourself trapped in an emotion of your own? You can’t move on and neither can you turn back.

This little emotion oppresses you from releasing your full potential.

Then you realize you really need to do something to it.

Really.

Gift of creativity. New ideas with originality that God loves. Business. My destiny. Leadership and a group of people. Let my voice be strong. Encourager. Outstanding. Sensitive. PROPHETIC ANOINTING!

God spoke a lot tonight. I feel rejuvenated. From strength to strength. Glory to glory. Blessing to blessing.

God has all the wonderful plans. Then, it shall be the time for me to obey, to walk in this narrow way with Him and do what He wants me to do. A kernel of wheat that is to fall unto the ground and die. Blessed to be the blessings of these seeds.

How I love Thee.

It was one crazy day.

We went out for dinner and was late for class for about 40 minutes. Along the way back, we were singing out of tune and laughing out loud in the car.

Ate way too much for dinner but it was all very enjoyable. We couldn’t help but kept ordering foods.

Then back in lecture we were still insane and we arranged a group dating this weekend.

Baa. I don’t feel like writing already. Me a little tired now.

I had a rather appalling dream.

In the dream, I was dead. I died together with some other 10 people and were sent to this unknown place.

In this realm of after-deaths, I met the head of devils. He showed us his house with the edgiest technology that I don’t think is invented in real life yet. We were all impressed by what he has in this realm. We met another little devil. We talked to him and the little devil told me we will all be trapped in this realm for ever. I did not know why, but he held my hand, looked into my eyes with his eyes that are without iris and told me he would like to transfer a kind of power to me that enables me to travel through both the light and darkness.

We own the same handphones as we did while we were alive. The reception was perfect but all our messages could no longer be sent to those who are alive. There was one person I wanted to contact desperately because I sulked at this person, both in dream and out of dream. But I could no longer tell this person how I wasn’t really angry at all. I was sad. In dismal, I regretted what I had done before I died.

After a while in the realm of after-deaths, a question popped into my mind: Where is God? Ain’t I fairly sure that I would be in Heaven after I’ve died? Where is this place? This isn’t hell. Neither Heaven. Purgatory?

The same little devil I met a while ago told me I can go to God but he was not so encouraging about it. Neither does he stop me.

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And that was when I woke up. I sent a SMS to tell the person that I sulked at that I no longer does, and at the same time reaffirm that faith inside of me.

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I woke up to a mindful of information about interest rate and some other whatnots formulae. The first thing I did was to revise the ways to calculate the compound interest, on the bed! It was all very last minute. High school habit. Sigh.

One thing I shouldn’t have done before the test was to drink that can of Coke. The sugar and gas definitely slowed down my process of thinking. Like, r=R/m or R=r/m? Ok. It’s the forementioned one.

I finished the test and found myself forgetting all the formulae already.

Heh. Talk about study for the sake of exam.