Listen to JAMIE

A tacit love.

A burning trail of debris.

Let me stay sane and focused.

Take your gloves and get out while you can.

Good bye.

While whizzing on the road, all four windows down, 4 persons with loud voice, screaming rather than singing song after song.

It’s moment like that I really cherish and wish would last longer.

Remember to always smile sincerely from the deep of your heart.

You may be struck down a thousand times but remember to stand back up and push forward because you’ve always been that knight that soared through war after war.

It will always be the same- through ups and downs. Remember that whole passage.

And I will miss you…

It was in a nightmare I had the previous night that I lost the vital heart of mine. But it was me first who left it unattended to. I knew only after a stranger told me that a guy in striped shirt took it away without my notice. I couldn’t live without it. So I ran through the whole place, pushing myself in and out of the crowd, trying to spot the guy in a striped shirt. But it was to no avail. People that I passed by gave me a peculiar look as if I’m an alien among them. I ignored them all and continued searching for the vital piece in me. I ran. My heavy breaths rasp through the air. I was devastated. I saw no sign of it. Not at all. I thought I’m losing it. Forever.

Yeah.. that’s about it.

I still hear voices calling my name reverberating near my ears.

Gah.

I’m jaded.

Funny how things keep twisting and I can still hold on.

Over the late dinner, I was troubled by the swirl of my own thoughs.

Surrounded by and mingling with all the XY chromosomes in the past 3 days had somehow taught me things about their world and unfortunately, turning me into a little bit like them.

I must stand firm on my ground.

Sigh.

I know that I know that I know that I know.

As I build God’s kingdom, He will build my life.

Guard my heart over everything else.

I may be broken but I’m also being rebuilt.

This is a new wineskin ready for the new wine.