Listen to JAMIE

In order to promise myself to not to ditch and forsake this empty field of white tiles, I decided to start Project 365 and be really random in this whole thing.

30/10/2009

This, is where I spent 6 hours stoning, and being really grumpy.

Weeks are passing too fast.

I had more than a lot of randomness that I never get to transform into words.
But I feel it’s all okay because at least, I’ve lived them.

I want a camera. I need a camera. I have so many random things I want to shoot.

The end of the year is in sight. October. Wow.
If I’ve not learnt to be wiser, then at least I’m stronger, in the sense of less vulnerable.

I want to write. I need to write.
But the same thing keeps surfacing in my mind and I hate that particular… ummm… matter.

Got my hair dyed dark. It’s purple disguised as black.
Like me, colorful inside but may seeem too dull on the front.

Everything shall be okay ‘cos I’ll always have you.
I just know.

I want to write a book myself.

So freely I feel.

So freely I let my heartbeat accelerates.

And so freely I smile the shiniest smile to you.

And in my heart, I screamed the admiration.

Fear not for I shall not wake the giant up.

You suppress one type of emotion, you suppress all, including love.

And even the write of Songs of Solomon didn’t quite get what it is.