Listen to JAMIE

This heavy rain reminded me of one of those October nights some 2 years ago. When we knew exactly what held us together. What we had always wanted- and finally had it. My skin remember how your touch feels. Do they have memory like the heart? Talking about the heart, it surely does feel very much fonder of you. It also reminded me of another November night where everything seemed to be wrecked. Of you turning your back to me and walked out of me. I could almost recall the sound of how my heart broke. The clattering sound when my heart shattered. Million pieces laying bare on the trail you walked away on. This time round, though, I have none of those moments. I feel at peace. With myself. With what I have, and what I don’t.

Cos I’ve tried it all. And it was, in the end, futile.

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